Feeling more like a real person today. I am feeling very alert today, almost detox like. WEIRD, but good for sure. Thinking it is very easy to become over-medicated, even though I am following doctors orders. I will continue to fight today as it is beautiful outside, it is Sunday, it is fall, I am alive, and we have softball game today that I am going to go to.
I have missed the last few as I very ill and then Victoria has been sick. I think that really affects the girls when I am not there to support them. I do feel guilty when I don't go to a practice/game. I feel sad as well, and alot of anxiety too. My mind is there, but I can't get my body to move. It is a very frustrating angry feeling. I feel trapped most days. Confined, stuck. Today I will enjoy. It is one of the few that I can, so make the best of today.
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