Blue Monday

So I wanted to post something earlier, because I was feeling a little normal. So as the day progressed so did my pain, more achiness today, than localized pain. So much so that I actually broke down in front my husband and girls. This is not very normal for me. I am the type that hides the severe pain from my family, as I would prefer to shield them from what I can. That being said, my children do know that I have this syndrome, they are aware of pain, as to what extent that is where I hide it. No it is not fair, but life is not fair. These are the cards that I and my family have been dealt. What we choose to do with it, that will make us stronger and more of a conquerer. Thank goodness tomorrow is a new day. Hopefully it will be better.